feelings?? emotions??

Well...well....

A bit sad lar now....first of all, i'm a bit sad that i gotta go back to spore soon....one month of complete fun and thick skinness and all the adventure!! the Beautiful ppl will be missed very much...with our queen in RBS. hahaha.... But, one of my church member passed away tis morning. I'm not close to him and therefore it doesn't really affect me. But, the sad part is that he leaves behind his wife and daughter. Both of whom are very dependent on him. So, now, they are kinda left stranded. Maybe they don't need to worry about the finance because they're rich ppl. But, so what if u're rich? u still go thru the same thing that other ppl go thru when u lose a member of the family rite?....so, that's why a bit sad lar....
and i wonder whether was ben able to say bye to liz and lavinia.

I'm reminded of the fragility of life. We never know when we'll go back to the LORD. Do we ever think of the blessings that God has given us. Do we appreciate the ppl around us? Do we appreciate the things that the LORD has given us? why are we never thankful until we lose something? why are we like that? we never say thank u. Why? we have so much gold in our mouths ar? kenot open eh? i mean, we're all human and we know we're not perfect. And so, when we make mistake, why can't we say sorry. What about saying thank u? when ppl do things for us, is it hard to say thank u for making effort? thank u for making me happy? do we reserve our "i love u" to the very very special person? But, dont we love some ppl to a certain extent? our friends? we dont love them? aduh.....why are we like that?

haih....i donno what to say lar.....