todaeee...

Well...well....it's been a few days since i last blogged!! well...i seem busy don't i? hahah...actually there's a lot to do but i haven't been doing much. It's just that either (1) i didn't had time to blog or (2) i didn't know what to write either because (1) i had a boring day and there's nothing to blog or (2) i had been in such a confused mode that my mind has been in such a confusion that i donno what to write or (3) i had ppl to talk to and didn't feel like blogging liao....

Whatever the reason, i just feel like blogging again today...

neway, yah...on Saturday (19/02) the NUS navigators had a whole day workshop on being a godly man and woman! It was superb!! I personally learnt so much....and i'm sure the rest of the ladies felt the same and so did the other men...I really didn't realise that the BIBLE had so much to say about being a woman (that HE wants us to be!)...anyway, yah..it started at 9:30am till (supposedly) 6pm..but oni ended i think about 6:30....close to 7pm...But, it was a really good day....we not only learnt so much bout being a woman and a man....but about relationships as well! wow...i really didn't see that coming!! but, yah...it came by suprise and i manage to learn quite a lot of things as well!! and we had a very interesting game and pairing up with the person of the opposite sex for tea...and den we had a small skit..which, i was in! wahlau....
That was a suprise too....Jye Yao called me on wednesday asking me whether or not i am free on friday and can i come and join them in their small little production...i sed i was shy but he sed that he thought that word didn't exist in my dictionary...wow...is that hurtful or what?!!...no la...it was alrite...i know most ppl think i vy thick skin wan....so, it's normal if they think i'm not a vy shy person!...hahah....yah..but it was a good act!! (not me i mean...the way the whole thing went!)....i played Ariel a.k.a Little Mermaid...Teck Yong as Prince Eric (little mermaid's husband), Gloria played Sleeping Beauty...Jye Yao played as Sleeping Beauty's husband...Hui Li played Cinderella...Edgar played as prince Charming (cinderella's husband)..Pei Fen played Belle (in beauty and the beast) and ZhiQiang played the beast....It was a really good play considering that we didn't even have a whole run through practise! But, i'm sure everyone enjoyed the small little skit!! hehehe..as we all did acting.....

During our workshop in the morning, it mentions something about mother and daughter relationship and suddenly i miss home so much!!! and i miss my mommy and my daddy!! i even cried at nite...i called home but didn't speak to them because they were not home!! haih...sad nye...i really have a lot to thank God for...esp for the wonderful parents that i have!!
and as the workshop also covered some parts bout relationship, after the whole event, beverly came to my room and we chatted! well...bout what else but bgr....
it's discouraging when i think the guy i like is interested in someone else...and even more discouraging when suddenly i think probably he isn't the one for me....But one thing i realise: i need to depend on God for the right one...God probably has a better one for me? it's really not bout compatibility but about complimentary!!

and last nite i really felt (again) what it is like to rely on HIM for comfort when no one is there for u!! yah....the LORD is there!!! and HE's real!!!! so real that there isn't any way i can say He's not!!

Anyway....tis morning i went to Ang Mo Kio bethesda hall....i actually tot i wouldnt enjoy the worship because of how i felt last nite...but no!! it was so nice worshipping HIM again...and it's been a long time ever since i last worshipped God the way i did today!! how i just wanted to praise HIS name and remember HIS love for me!!! yah...it was fantastic!!!

Really thank God for all that HE has done.....yah...it was good time.....He's a good and faithful GOD....and 1 Cor 10:31 "therefore, whether you eat or drink, or whatever you do, do all to the glory of GOD." and in 2 Cor 12:9 " My (God's) grace is sufficient for you (me), for My (God's) strength is made perfect in weakness"....wah...truly HIs grace is sufficient for me...and at times when i feel that the things that i need to do overwhelms me, i need to remember that HIS grace is sufficient for me!!!

God is a good God...ALL the time man!!!