Rally...

Well, the Navigators normally have a friday rally everyweek. And this week turn out to be a day of celebration rally and that means our monday bs grp is incharged to run the rally...
of course we planned for the rally starting 2 weeks ago... i was voluntered by Edgar to be MC. Notice that i was voluntered!!! hahaha.... but yeah, i agreed to the job and started getting down to work.

Well, in the process, i think i really learned a lot!! Well, when i met up with bernard to discuss what should i do and all that, he warned me that the devil will be very real and will try to pull me away from GOD...and it became very real. Even as we closed our discussion in prayer, i suddenly felt like my head was spinning 360 degrees at the speed of probably 120km/h. Yeah, i felt it!! it was superb....i KNOW that if i was standing up, i definitely would have fell down!! and so, i knew for sure that the devil will not leave me alone neither will he leave joanne alone. Joanne is the worship leader!! So, she oso kena la...

hmm....but in the whole process, i really learn how to depend on HIM and lean not on my own but on HIM!! and it was great because He has really taught me many things....

and today, the rally started with only a few people....not many were there.....but it was okie because we kinda expected many to be missing because many is practising for ZhiQiang and PeiFen's wedding...so, it was alrite!! but really very very few ppl came....but, it was great lar..

When i was preparing for the day, i suddenly thought of doing this thing called "writing letter to Jesus"...hmm....above all the sharing that we had about how God has led in our lives, its also important to keep a record of our sharing so that when we look back, we remember how God has been great to us!! and i encouraged each and everyone of us who have walked with the LORD to keep a letter to God....thanking HIM for everything and remembering the things that we have done/ not done...things that the LORD has done in our lives and keep that letter in our bible. So that when we're in not so good circumstances, and when we flip back and see that note, i pray that it'll bring back memories and the fact that God is good and HE is faithful and the same yesterday, today and tomorrow....and forever!!

I guess, throughout the meeting and the process of preparing for the meeting, i really learnt to depend on HIM...and listen to HIS leading....as i dedicate the time of worship into HIS hands and as i pray for His leading during our meeting that i may not speak out of my own words but it may be lead by the spirit. I pray too that the LORD will guide me to lead them in worship and to remember the things that HE has done for each one individual...and i pray too that our worship will be acceptable and pleasing in HIs eyes....

yeah lor......

and it has been great.....i thought i wont be able to do a good job because i have never stood up front to be MC....share testimony got la...but not to be MC....wait...lead worship in sunday school counted anot? hahah....but, as i alwiz work back-scene, i doubted my capability to lead a grp to worship....to think of God...and all that. But, God has shown me that i can do it!! and the LORD is probably preparing for me to do more of it....to have that courage to stand infront of ppl...to not feel inadequate! God will make things perfect in my weakness!!! yeah!!! His grace is definitely sufficient for me....God is great in understanding my needs....

on monday nite, i just needed someone to tell me that i'm loved....i called home and daddy said that to me!!!
on friday (Today), i felt aiyo...scary la...donno whether can do it anot...got a mail frm noel encouraging me!!

there are many more...but this is what i clearly clearly remember without turning to my journal...yeah lor...and God is good all the time!!!

Rely on HIM yeah ppl!!! He's our rod and our refuge!! He'll lead us yeah.....He's the sheperd...A