Wow!!!

Well well...it's been a few days and many things has happened!!!

This week hasn't been very much relaxing but it has been good! for truly i've experienced God's grace daily!!! And though sometimes i do wish that i can get more rest and spend my days more relaxingly, but i actually am joyful over what has been happening in my life that i rejoice despite the tiredness and the things that have been going thru in my life....God has been faithful and been just so good to me yah!!!

Firstly, on monday, our monday bs had the priviledge of listening to the love story of Bernard and Lilian..they truly went through a lot and there's so much to learn about leaning on God even in relationships...and there's a celebration rally going on on 11th march and our monday BS grp is in-charged of running the celebration rally lor...and guess what, i think the guys really wanna sabo us girls!!! I was volunteered by someone(rite edgar?) to be MC of the evening!!! wat's tis??!! volunteered by someone??!!.....but, okie...i agreed to take up the job and i'm sure it'll be a great experience and letting God work through me lor!!! i'm not hesitant bcoz i'll get cold feet or anything like that but just feel that i can't do it lor...i'm not much of on the stage kind of person...rather be the person at the back of the scene....

then on tuesday....wah...long day....nothing much happened on tuesday...oh wait...how can i forget, i had a test!! it was alrite la...i have no comments on it....means, it wasnt easy and means i dont feel very well about the paper. But, i have committed the paper into the LORD's hands...whether or not i do well, it's unimportant...God's in control!! and i pray that the paper will glorify HIS name despite of what the results may be!! :)

On wed, had a great time of doing QT with YewChye, Gloria, WeiJie....altho only 4 of us, we really spent a good 2 hours with the LORD!! and with each other as well!! and den, i had my theatre practical session....it was interesting because he's a new instructor!! I donno what religion is he but he mentioned God...so, i guess he's quite a religious person...what religion i dare not say...but i can make the assumption that he's a christian because most times, other religion ppl do not mention bout God....but, no offend to any other religion la...it's just a personal observation!! A very interesting person he is...taught us many new things as well!!! den after that i met up with Bernard to plan for the friday rally!! wow...really many things to do...and Bernard warned me that the devil will keep his focus on me and JoAnne as we lead the rally. And, i find that exceptionally true...because as we (me and bernard closed in prayer) prayed, and when i prayed especially..i felt my heartbeat went faster by almost double the speed....and my head spinning 360 degrees....and very quickly too....i felt like i was on a rollercoaster ride...even worse i think!!! it was so scary...i know that if i were standing, i'll definitely have fallen!!! so...yah.....i felt it so strongly that i'm kinda scared oso...know that need to cling onto GOD more and more!!!

today's thursday!!! been a superbly interesting day!!! well...of course i was superbly tired as well!!! so many things to do and yet i feel so sleepy!!! aiyo...just too much things to do lor...no choice rite...but i manage to finish one paper!! which is really good...of course still need a bit more editing but it's mainly done!! so...yay!!! and den, mom told me that mrs. henry phillips went back to be with the LORD tis afternoo...i remember how she alwiz come and speak to us even tho she had walking disability....how she's alwiz so encouraging and so nice...alwiz smiling!! but of course she's been bedridden for so long already...and after mr. henry phillips died, no more 100% attention given to her....and i guess it's good for mrs. henry phillips and also on her children that she's gone to a better place and be with the LORD!!! i will alwiz remember how this pair of husband and wife has touched my life....even though they never really said anything profound to me...their simple action of smiling and talking to me really touches my heart and mr. henry phillips conducted my baptism classes...he's so nice!!!
oh.....and i decided to write to a friend....who's very very very close to me!! and guess what? her bf finally proposed!!! my dearest friend, you have no idea how happy i am for u!!! u know who u are!! and i just wanna say that i'm really sooo happy for u and i really thank God for bringing you two together!! remember that nothings confirmed until u say "i do" at the aisle....but at this time, there'll be a lot of frustration even...with the wedding preparation but do cling onto God for HE is the one who has brought you two together yah!!! :)
take care okie dearie.....I'll do anything u want me to do...even if u need me to come back every weekend nearing the wedding date, i dont mind!! it's something that will happen to u oni once in a lifetime!! i wanna share in ur special day too yah!!!
yes babe...i love u....i better say this before ur husband-to-be stops me from saying it...yes...i loveeee u!!!!!

wow...altho tired as i am...i'm still so happy at the turn of events!!! hahaha.....
do take care yah everyone!!! God bless ya all......

:)