Future?

What will our future be?

As i went out shopping with friends today, i was asked this question : What's the thing that i look out for in a guy. Well, of course he knew that the idea i had in mind was a God fearing man. He asked, PHYSICAL.....wha are the expectations i had...den, i look at him and said...NONE. Haha....he didn't believe me...well, i reli thought that i am a person with no expectations whatsoever over guys....i think i am ok! No expectations...whoever come also can...But, i've come to notice that i am picky. Well, as i told my friend , i'm not picky....those things are not MUST have....just preference. If don't have, nvm la....i used to tell myself, my bf must be tall tall wan....where got such thing! Ex was my height lor...goodness...short!! hahah...see, i say edi..preference oni....not fix wan...

If i can compile a preference list, it would be:

1) NO big belly please.....or rather...no bulging belly. I can't stand guys with beer belly.....or whatever the cause of that belly is.

2) WAlk...if walk terkangkang means....arrgggghhhh....imagine, normal size person but walking like a sumo wrestler....arrggghhhh...i kenot tahan.....pls..walk nicely

3)NO vulgar too....

4)No smoking definitely!!!!

That's it!!! Just that lor......

Most important is must be someone God fearing!! others dont matter!!! It is a preference, but it doesnt matter......and of course.....that person must love me as who i am and not try to change me to be someone HE thinks i shd be!! If can cook, better still...i no need to cook...hahhaha

yeah lor...lidat lor...

but...i dont see me getting anywhere near my dream of getting married by 23 yrs old. Hahaha.... Guys nv like girls like me.....those who laugh until whole mamak can hear ( the person who reads this know la rite.....), short and fat....DIE...ALONE the rest of my life?!!!! Aih....nvm....the love of my life is willing to spend time with me.......JESUS CHRIST!!!!

heheheh

am i being pessimistically optimistic?? haha......

DONNO.....

But, ONE thing is sure...i REALLY have Jesus Christ to spend my entire lifetime with...which is a great joy! :)