Interesting dae...

I don't trust the blog. I scared later, i press the publish button and den it all gets deleted. And then i'm gonna go REAL mad...hahaha...then again, how mad can JeeLee be rite? She's a nice and loving girl...hahah. (I know some of u gonna go, YEAH RITE! or ppl like Su will go : Aiyoh, thick skin again!!, but Su, i learnt it all frm u...hahah...point fingers again...;P)

Anyway, today is really an interesting day. Well, or rather yesterday...if u look at my time of blogging, it's actually bout 2 plus in da morning...heheh....Well, it's monday and i came back from BS oni bout 12 plus. Well, of course this was because we went for supper at Clementi lor. Haha...But i must say, i enjoyed supper today. Well, mebbe because it's been quite a long time since we last had supper together and also because it was a good time of catching up with people..yeah, esp those who we rarely see....ppl like Noel, HuiLi...it's been a long time since we last hung out as a grp for fellowship yeah?! I think it's time we do that lor....Mebbe next week?!

For a start, this morning started out pretty well....Altho i had difficulty waking up in the morning, but i went to YIH for QT anyway. It was good because the Lord really spoke to me. Although i didnt feel like talking to HIM when i'm half awake- but He spoke to me in a very special way. The lessons that He taught me was (1) Believers should take the initiative to gather together with ONE accord - ONE purpose. (2) The work of the Holy Spirit in that when i proclaim the good works of the LORD, i need to be fill with the Holy Spirit too. I mean, anyone can proclaim the good works of the LORD, but only when our bodies are filled with the Holy Spirit then only what we say will bring more meaning and reach out to the heart of others!!

Although i actually told myself that i would want to study after my QT, i came back and slept...hahah lousy girl!!

Anyway, at 2pm i went for class...the amazing thing was that on my way to class, i received an sms from Lilian asking us (Me, Jerm, James and Edgar) to go to her house for some exco thingy. So, i said ok. But, the problem remain was this : Liren won't be around for dinner and Liren told me to arrange for dinner. Well, usually its between me and Liren...So, i was like..eh, how do i arrange dinner and yet be there at Lilian's house? So, i told Noel to help me to arrange for dinner lor. hehehe.....And very kind of Zach to offer to get free food for us at Eusoff Hall...hehehe...So, we packed food and brought it to Lilian's house and when we were at Lilian's house, we makan-ed and also talk bout exco stuff....To start off, we were told of our position in the exco...hahah....Believe me, it was a darn suprise!!! really!!! hahaha....Positions for president and Vice-President was very very VERY suprising...haha...when it was announced, i was so shocked, i just look at the others in such disbelief. I hope they were not offended. Yah...anyway, with the positions out now....we all know that we have our responsibilities to perform and all that lor. Well, some might feel inadequate ( I admit, i do too) but i believe that God has given us this position so that we may learn from it and that we may serve HIM well!!! There is no such thing as a higher position or a lower position. Remember that we're serving HIM in this manner and EVERY single part of HIS body is important. So, we're all important. The NUS Navigators will not be able to function without each and everyone of us - whatever position in the exco you hold and even non-exco members! We're ALL important in this ministry... We're ALL God's children. No favouritism....or biasness....or anything like that. The LORD is fair and HE loves each one of us the same!! Even if u're the ear of this body, U're also as significantly important compared to the head . So, do remember that....whatever we serve as, we serve not men but GOD. And even if we hold small, tiny-weeny positions in whatever organisation or body, we're ALL equally important in HIS body! And we're all tools for HIS work and for the extension of HIS kingdom and also for HIS glory!!! So, no such thing as small job or big job. We're all CALLED!!!

During BS, thoughts that came to mind was that there's so many things about Jesus that we can learn... A few things stood out to me.. (1) His great power. (2) His compassion (3) His humility and servanthood (4) His providence.Our Lord Jesus Christ loves us very very much and it's amazing when i look at the things that the LORD has done for each one of us! He calls us to have faith in HIM no matter what. Questions i ask myself : (1) Am i passionate about Jesus? Does Jesus meet my needs? What are my needs? (2) Do i acknowledge the power of Jesus and my incapabilty and ALL i could do is to depend on God? (3) Am i willing to give up what is mine for HIM? (4) Do i trust in HIM?

yeah...its not easy questions and not meant to be answered right now. I will slowly ponder upon them but i believe with all my heart that Jesus loves Me and I love Him very much too!!!! My relationship with the LORD is something that i will not give up no matter what. It is the best thing that i have!!! The most precious gift!!! Yeah man....Although sometimes things might not be too nice and easy and all flowery and all that, but if there's a party that's causing the problem, it's us....and our unfaithfulness!!!

Thank You Lord!!! I Love u!!!!